on and on

familiar summer
overcast skies and droning cicadas
a heavy emptiness in my chest
love ; loss
'i saw god the other day'
by the river on a rainy afternoon
hold on tight
to that shaking facade
take comfort in things getting bad again
nostalgia
feels like time travel
chase the only feeling you know
its a god that only you can see
a loss of control reclaimed with
crimson
love that makes your stomach turn
is this ok?
the things i desire slip through my fingers
because i allow them to
the breeze is cool at night
power lines dissect the greys and blues
the moon is a halo
and i feel so
so
small