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for passing thoughts
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i like hanging out with my friends
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oh meow. meowmeowmeowmeow ... meow.. meow mmeow meow meow
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put your fears to rest all is right in the world
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unbearable
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today i lit exactly 6 sticks of incense i had 2 meals and a snack i drank coffee and the air feels fresh i went outside three times and spun a hula hoop around for 5 minutes and drank 8 cans of diet root beer i charged every device i owned read part of a book read part of a visual novel worked on a piece of art and listened to three mixtapes
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i miss being animals and running in the park and nuzzling my face into your hair and laying in the sun with you afterwards; not that we ever have but... i miss the future where we did 🤍
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pit in my stomach food is offputting new job tomorrow and things will settle ittl be good i know it will its the last day of cold this week the windows are swung wide and green tea incense circulates in the air the town can hear the music and everything is clean enough for a fresh start so just hang in there no matter how sick it makes you
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oh my god i just realized ive been forgetting to tag all of my microposts as discoverable:false im so sorry ive been clogging up the discover page havent i ... i feel like a jerk please please forgive me LOL,, im putting a post-it on my monitor as a reminder from now on...
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genuinely posting on twt has become a little scary bc of the visibility and pressure of having so many amazing and talented ppl following me ... like people i look up to so so much i .. i feel like im unworthy LOL. hgqwjwhgjhgsd sdgfhsdh ... im just a drawer i .. eihwieuhwiu
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gkusdfjh
idk who to even tell but my kamioshi followed me on twitter im going to die of happiness......... i need to. make her so much more art. i. aiusyiueyriuwetrui esuhdgfjhgw eifgewrf uery f jkhgr jwehw ghjsdg fjhergjhgfgreg ahh ..
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oh right
i put your letter up on my fridge along with the pictures you sent ... ill write back soon !!
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mmeuwuwgebe
how far can my legs take me tonight ...!
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ahh
ahhhghhhhhh ghhhhhh why
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meow
ahhhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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delete
ive archived most of my older posts at this point but i want to archive ... more. not a fan of the voice i write in.. its too manicured...? i feel like anytime i write it has to match the tone ive already established .. augghhhfghhhh
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nnnh
periorbital petechiae post emesis
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hime
i only ever get compliments on my hair from older women ... i have a hime cut and wear the back part in two braids tht aaalmost reach my chest ... they seem fascinated by the bluntness of my fringe and say it suits me well ... thx old ladies i think so too ...
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sobr
turns out fasting every other day so i can drink to my hearts content feels really. really. bad ... lets be sober; at least for a little while.
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uughhh
its strange how everything ive lost .. has come back to me in another form .. i wish for a little while something would just .. disappear entirely.. people exchanged for people. things exchanged for things. nothing wasted. nothing created nor destroyed... stasis always
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nnnh
i like you a lot a lot a lot a lot but im being really super normal about it
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500
this blog got 500 hits today ... its a new record ... i feel ... terrified. sdjkfhhiudkjghfvjkdn
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panic
maladaptive daydreaming is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off
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euughhh
fleeting lingering unyielding
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my clothes feel wrong
ahhhhhhh all of my clothes feel wrong ... clingy and scratchy and shifting and too loose and too tight and suffocating and ahhhh .. i hate leaving my house ahhh ahhhh help
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thinking
you would never guess given how infrequently i post on here but ... i used to dump my thoughts onto social media like i was getting paid for it. like an absolutely insane amount of posts every day. hundreds if not more. transitioning to a blogging platform like bear has made me so much more intentional with what i decide is worth speaking into the world... ive decided its nice using my brain a little, actually.
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furi ... kuri ...?
never go on your favorite piece of media's subreddit - worst mistake of my life!
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New post
something new to plague my fantasies something wistful to lull me dizzy something saccharine to force me ill and nothing and no one familiar any longer
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New post
a close friend of mine disappeared after a sudden manic episode. summers are weird like that. my ocd is getting bad again. i think i might ruminate myself into a bottomless pit for fun. thinking a lot about love and sex and desire and if im honest it all disgusts me. well maybe not love ... its moreso the inevitable escalation of it. no i don't wish to unpack.
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ahhhhhhhh
everything falls apart