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my new job is really fun i get to make coffee with the mechanical equivalent of a ferrari its beautiful and tactile and flashy mmmespresso ... my friends at work are interesting and my boss brings her puppy to the cafe after close ... i had a short lived crush but i think i was just bored ... sigh. i met one of my followers and we shared a cigar and watched the ocean at night ... i thought about asking him to punch me in the stomach but i thought that might be weird. my diet has been poor and my sleep has been poor. i need some form of generous sensory input like being thrown in the ocean or kicked on the ground or getting tied up and rolled down a hill or something. im tired of constant moderate stimulation. so so tired.